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Monday, April 13, 2020

PLAY DEAD

Play dead.  How does that really happen?  Haha. Or was there a DEAD LOAD in your structures, light as a feather, thin as paper?  Did you happen to have caused something to be built out of someone's, or somebody's valid visions?  Did you happen to have tended or was put to a place of isolation, away from the crowd, away from your own families and friends?  Like a student who was put to too much homework and fieldwork where a seemingly small distraction can cause too much trouble?  Or were you just freely roaming around without any care for anything all?  

We really are a different kind of person to different kinds of people.  It just doesn't add up if we keep analyzing this and that.  Unless we really needed to.  Those whose mobilities were too challenged, where distances and areas matter too much in their everyday lives.  But why were we put it into tasks that were really too much of a bore to some degenerate?  And the more you need or want to explain yourselves, the more you got misunderstood.  And in no other way would you convince people that it's not the way it is.

How persuaded were we really to put into motion everything that we held true and convincingly the most virtuous?   The people we know that we needed to personify so as not to be held helpless if we were to put ourselves in some close friend's place, like a substitute.  Could we perform the same tasks we sarcastically held to be nonsense and lies?  Or were we the kind of person that just doesn't really care?

Hmmm.  Assume positions held by someone else.  A rank.  An official.  Will you be able to do it alone without anybody's help these days?  Like how we were put inside into make-shift cubicles, rooms, four-walled, structures...sitting down, working our asses off together but essentially goes home alone anyway.   Among us who converted and now have treated our homes like offices.   Something our fathers were not really taught how to be.  And we somehow get frustrated because we can't find the time to teach them the same since it's too much information.  And relations get mixed up.  You can't teach old dogs new tricks.  It won't work or it might not really matter.  Or you could just say "I can't see any reason for me to do so.  I am unfit for the job.  Give it to somebody else."  And the person who expected more from you is none the wiser for the job anyway.


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