THE FIGHT TO NAVIGATE

I am trying to get acquainted more or should I say, get reacquainted with my own town now.  Dare I say my own because it's the only place I've known for so long.  You may have your own way of looking at your town but somehow I have to blaze my own trails, or trace my ways.  The way I know how, to go out and back home.  It is just a way of retracing my footsteps. Reminiscing, recalling what matters most personally, and what complicates  my own pursuit.

No, you might not want to read these but I'm sure there's a reason why.  Because we, just like you, do have the urge to navigate. It's one way of making sure you'd get to a destination safely and sound. And though I must say depending on how you conceive or perceive your own little worlds, I prefer not to interpolate.  And because some of the people taken by mobility may sure find but smart, to avoid pitfalls, accidents, mishaps,

collisions, in short to not hit or hurt.

And Google did provide this application.  And I am both grateful and in a way but felt had.  And for future pursuits, along the way this should be of great assistance.  I am just not sure if I should do this or continue to do this since this time, every thought that I say might get misunderstood in some way, just like everything you see is meant to be misunderstood.  And of course the current, and this contraption might just disappear. 

LANGUAGE VOICE SOUND DICTION SPELLINGS > VOCABULARISTS

There is a very cruel kind of thing that goes on and on in this that the only way to explain it is to shut up. The languages that exist here does kind of makes it hard to explain that somehow it is but only fair to explain this in the simplest way possible.  It twists tongues and creates unintentional confusion.  It does somehow add to the misunderstanding among folks and fellowmen.  And if it does, somehow the only way to arbitrate is to gather up all these words, write them on a piece of paper and find out how it should be defined and pronounced.  And so the amount of words can of course reach to a point where every leaf of paper shall reach a great number, for which these pages will have to be called a book.

But as soon as an entity decides how words are entered into such kind of leafing agreement, meaning how these words end up as such that it needs to be declared published by some printer and seem to be protected by certain laws made up and agreed upon to be profound and agreeable by the majority, there along with it comes the opposition.  The opposing factor, the negative to the positive, the down to the up, in short the opposite.

And so this yang to the yin or the yin to the yang, behind and beyond the opposites and up until now that generation which our fathers, our forefathers have established to be true and sane may perhaps can not be applied to the present generative reading and comprehension.  Because these days we now have different languages that do not need to be uttered. Of course the symbols, marks have existed for centuries now if we have to dig in to the primitive times, we will run out of time.

Codes on different computer languages now are taught in school.  And of course those who prefer the primitive language may have to study first the latest to understand and respect the earliest. And one may have to be confused further and further on with it so as to understand that the truth in those tasks is not available or may prove to be unknown.  One may have to live a life before creation to know these things to the point of frustration.perhaps it is best to let it leave it make it have it been and be.

Spellings for these words does seem to now get so cryptic that if you get so deep and get engrossed with it you'd end up studying the english technicals and after then you might end up reaching for that shield of confusion and make up your own and then call yourself a Vocabularist.  

WONDER WONDER YONDER PONDER

I still need to say this.  Yes, I do need to.  It should be done.  Do you know what I'm saying? I don't think so.  But maybe you do.  You could wonder all day long and ask about it but I won't say it unless you say something.  Are you talking to me? Are you? Are you?  There's no on else around.  Are you talking to me now?  Do you know what I am thinking? Really? Really?  You do?  

No you don't.  Yes, yes what? Did you say something?  What was that? I beg your pardon.  Can you say that one more time?  One more time please. Come on. Come on.  What was that again?  Did you say something?  I know you did.  Yes, you did.  Yes you did.  Any questions?  Do you have a question in your head?  There's a big mark on your head that asks a question.  Wait, what?  What was the question?

INSPIRE THE INSPIRATIONS AND ASPIRATIONS

Don't give up.  Get over it.  It's alright.  Move Forward.  Don't look back.  You can do it.  Piece of cake.  Right on! Inspiring words.  Positive vibrations. We all need it.  We all do.  Come on admit it.   We all need a push. You all need a push.  

CHARACTER REPRESENTATION, DUALITIES, WATCH, POLITY

It was a wild ride in the movies.  We got hooked on people taking different roles that somehow, made you & I think, how does one really know a character.  We got so amazed on how the roles were portrayed that we forgot and failed to know the real character behind the scenes or if the role has betrayed them unconsciously. It was something that goes over and over around here.  The same way somebody might make a story about a story like this.  About somebody who is writing about how somebody feels about actors, actresses, the movies and the film industry. And I just heard from somewhere, (a writer being interviewed), that film-making is like trespassing.  And we only get to watch, because we prefer not to act around this place.  We prefer the real thing as much as possible.  We prefer not to emulate them on camera, privately perhaps.  Inside offices, and everywhere we can chat, talk, and laughed or get traumatized about. Yes and this idea of the real thing will have to be the idea once again.  Down to the writer whose task was to make something real for the folks who crave something real until we have reached to the point that we can stream our lives in real time.  And that should be the end of it.  That should be the end for those people who keep insisting to see the real thing.  And after witnessing the real thing, you’ll see them craving for the unreal again.  Something wholesome, something that educate, inspire & change for the better as much as possible. And something gruesome, something that terrorize, demoralize and horrifying to keep the balance right.  

Keep up, it really is cruel.  That medium that entertains our loved ones, somehow is excused.  And representation and interpretation are confusing. Fusion of confusion. Character crisis.The film industry, the music industry, the food industry, the construction industry, & politics.  "Nothing is really real, because it's in the reel. We all were put into the reels"