BUSINESS PRODUCE PRODUCTION GAMES

There's this virus that I consider annoying before.  This virus is called Recycler.  It pops up when you least expect it. It then will creep and lurk somewhere.  And from the name itself.   Recycler.  To recycle is to cycle anew.  And should we consider to recycle apart from what it represents inside your word processors?  To try and recycle or build anew whatever is around that we can consider still useful.

And we will have to keep watching out or maybe start watching out.  And as we begin or start to do so, you'd hear the cart man on the street.  The Junk shop boy, whatever.  The cartman or the junkshop boy who would invade your streets to ask for scrap metal, bottles, newspapers, cardboard, plastic...trash. And they would offer to buy whatever trash you have piled on the corners.  They won't stop taking interest at whatever they could resell at a higher price.  It looks too tasty to them. You can see it the way they kind of itching for it.  And for the lack of money or simply for cigarettes on days, moods good or bad, you will eventually give it away for free sometimes unaware of how they'd try to cherish and treasure it for you.

Yes, why bother watching out for it yourselves?  They'd somehow, ardently sometimes, will do it for you.  To spare you of  that smell, that sight, that burden.  Now, these garbage pail kids will have to wait if you decided to recycle things of your own.  If you find time to collect the biodegradable and the non-biodegradable. If you can learn to find time once a week for it. But then again if you are too preoccupied to do so, and if you have other things more important to think about, why bother?  I know, right?

Think about all of the clothes that you can recycle.  And all the other things. All the other things that we can use anew for other purposes.  For other venture, another vision.  Maybe for arts & crafts. Yeah!

Production.  Innovation.  Creation.

But it's apparent that we were picking trash all along anyway. And can't we just make the same things of our own?  Yes, we were trying I guess. And then apparently it's proven of lower quality.  It won't last long because your competition apparently will have to make it  better.  Better than how it was primarily made.  So then this has to be what it's like before but better looking, better tasting, better fitting, better sounding, better feel, safe, healthy, better more, more better. You bet.  Better smelling and better to the touch. Of dynamic, ultra, magnificent,  fortified and improved.

We have clothes that were considered trash sent down here.  We also have home appliances as well. We have construction materials considered as substandard.  And of course they were sold on market stands that will have to keep it at amazingly low prices.   

We have construction workers, carpenters, plumbers who could have built better houses for themselves. We have mechanical engineers, electrical, structural, who'd rather just keep it at a low stride. Some of them would rather keep it humble.  Simple safe and kind.  Because it's to much of a burden to them somehow at some point, it has turned out unattractive and boring.  

Oh hey wait.  Look, there they go again. The knife sharpeners and the home appliance fixers. Street visionaries, fish peddlers, food vendors, promo girls, beggars, shoe-shine boys, the friendly vacuum cleaners and what else have we that looks like vanishing spies?  

The unfriendly, or rather the one-man Christmas carolers.  Haha, yeah!

NOTHING

This is about nothing.  Yeah, nothing.  I'm thinking about something nothing like there's nothing new.  It's all about nothing at all.  Yeah, hehe.  Nothing's really going on.  It was really nothing.  Yeah, nothing lasts forever.  Nothing else matters, much ado about nothing.  Absolutely nothing.  You should think more about nothing. 

It's the science of emptiness.  Impossible is nothing.  You can do it because nothing is impossible.  Let's join the Do Nothing club.  You got nothing to lose anyway, right? 

Yeah, relax!  Nothing is under control.  Do nothing if there's nothing to do.  Just do nothing. Put it on one of your to do list.  Check the box that says Do Nothing.  Don't worry, it's nothing.  Nothing is permanent in this world - not even our troubles. Move along there's nothing to worry about.  Doing nothing often leads to the very best of something.  And nothing worth having comes easy.

We really have nothing to prove.  We have nothing to hide.   

Thanks for nothing.      

IT''S REVOLTING

I'm in awe.  It's like we're just a bunch of fools making our way into the scene.  A bunch of useless bastards just off to get a case of beer, or a pack of cigarettes.  And them folks lie in waiting for us to make a mistake, impregnating an unsuspecting unknown mantra, a system fuck up. Thus, therefore creates another problem they can use to get back at us generation yet again.

And we wasted our time doing what we do best which won't really matter and we would just end up laughable to them anyway.  But it's how life is lived, right? And we would or just might end up to be one of those who won't get to see his life prosper or lived like every healthy human being.

Life isn't quite the same anymore.  And you have  to choose how your life should turn out. Or you may not even get to choose now how it would turn out anyway while the world is getting weirder and weirder, more confusing than it has to be.

You'd only find yourself alone again caring lesser and lesser about your loved ones and friends. Just trying to get by caring only about yourself and trying to stay put, never having to cause a problem, a fuss, something that'll cause sighs. 

And they'll just end up the same once again.  Never having to care too much about your dreams, your plans since your plans and visions does not matter to them anymore, since it causes a lot of stress and strain.

STARS, RATS & STRALALAS

At rest I should still be.  One of my ears feels clogged with water or maybe puss.  Yuck.  Haha, I know. I didn't go for a swim.  And it's not jetlag. It hurts if I don't take that pill.  

But there it is again.  I see it from this window.  When before I always see the moon in the early morning sky, now it's a star.  It unusally does look brighter now.  It shouldn't shine that bright, does it?  Should it? Wow, that's brilliant.  Brilliant, shiny, sparkle white. Like twinkle, twinkle little star.  Haha

Oh, it's still there.  Haha.  And its background is getting brighter. It's 5:01 AM now.  Anytime now I might stop gazing at it. I really  don't want to.  And now I hear the bell ringing again.  No, it's not just in my head.  It's from the church.  Yeah, the klang of the bells, people from around here knows quite well how that suonds,  For a minute you'd hear it klang. Hmm.  I might have sat up earlier than the bellringer that it was late for a minute.  Because it's around 5:02 when I started to hear it klang. Haha

Hmm.  The sky now is starting to look bluegrayer now. Yeah, a darker tone of bluegray/  Yeah, and the star is still up there.  It's not moving.  It's still there.  "Hey, move away!"

Now, this is the time where you wish you have your own roof decks at the top of your houses that could be reached through a spiral staircase. And look at the sky, making yourself a cup of warm, freshly brewed coffee, a cigarette, and a periscope?  A telescope maybe.  whatever scope, lens...Haha

Oh, I'm back from outside the gate just a minute ago.  Yeah, I went out. Heard the breadpeddler honking his horn.  And seeing this leaflet that offers pest control services.  Just what we needed.  We need to get  that rat.  God knows how many rats comes in and out this house now.

The star is still there I see,  But it's looking like a very small white dot now. A speck of white dot.  The sky is getting brighter that's why.  The background.  Anytime now the sky would dominate the scene making the star invisible.  At the time you see it gone, you'd expect the sun to rise again. Yeah, I know my heavenly bodies too.  Haha. We don't really see them shine together, do we?  You know, at the same time? The star and the sun in the sky.  Doesn't happen, right?  Why is that? I don't know, ask God.

It's 5:30. Haha.  Now I hear the bells klang again.  Haha.  I'm going back to bed.

HOUSE OF CARDS

It seems that there's no end to this.  It seems that the only phrase you will hear from when you start to frustrate yourself however much you seem to work something out, nothing  fruitful really comes.  However much work, however nuch thinking.  The only phrase you will hear from peers are "better go overseas" or "gamble your money away".  Or something like "come on let's play cards and waste our lives away."  "Drink and be merry, Life is a big joke.  Don't take it too seriously."  There'll be no more of that inspiring entity that would somehow keep you on your feet.  There'll only be post apocalyptic stories, post war, the use and abuse of the past.  Teenage wasteland.

The future becomes bland and tasteless.  

Come on.  Take it easy.  And they'll continue to say it's all about making fun about something, about somebody, and money.  Lots and lots of money.  Everyone in traffic.  Uneventful immobile routines and interruptions.  The survival of the fittest.  You see no more mountains to climb, no more spaces to explore, no more roads to take. 

And then we'll all just read.  Inside our own little caves, lairs, dimensions, dungeons and warps.

SHOTGUN DRIVER JESUS HALF ASSED CLOWNS - YOU BETTER BE WIDE AWAKE

"I've been through this." he said in my head.  He says he's going to fetch me up tomorrow.  That I should prepare.  He apparently will take me out of town.  I understand that he needed someone to accompany him for a task that we can do together.  He says we'll be expecting clients to attend to. Perhaps we needed to see the sites for construction. Somebody must have obliged him for the job.

And so I said "Sure, why not."  It'll be fun.   My Work friend.  He is driving this motorcycle. He also has this fast car.  Or maybe not.  Not sure.  Wow. 

"I've been through this." he said in my head.  He says he's going to fetch me up tomorrow.  That I should prepare.  He apparently will take me wakeboarding.  I understand that he needed someone to accompany him there before the visitors arrive.  He says he'll be expecting delegates some time next week.  Perhaps he needed to see the place first. Somebody must have invited him or asked him if he's been there which he apparently has not been to yet.

And so I said "Sure, why not."  It'll be fun.   My Physician friend.  He is driving this automobile.  A Utility vehicle.  Must be a family vehicle too.  Wow. 

"I am very good at this." he said in my head.  He says he's going to fetch me up tomorrow.  That I should prepare.  He apparently will take me surfing.  I understand that it'll be a far away place, to the ocean somewhere east.  He says we'll be expecting bigger waves.  Better waves, about six feet. Better swell, better good weather means best and excellent for surfing.  

And so I said "Sure, why not."  It'll be fun.  My friend.  He is driving this automobile.  A pick-up truck with big wheels. Must be a utility vehicle or a family vehicle too. Wow.

"I am very good at this." he said in my head.  He says he's going to fetch me up tomorrow.  That I should prepare.  He apparently will take me motordriving.  I understand that it'll not be that far, to a village somewhere downtown.  He says he'll be delivering something.  Sunny weather, cottony clouds, cirrus, nimbus whatever.  Very good weather means happy motordriving, joyride.  

And so I said "Sure, why not."  It'll be fun.  My friend.  He is driving this motorcycle.  A regular sized scooter. Must be a utility scooter.  Wow.

"I am very good at this." he said in my head.  He says he's going to fetch me up tomorrow.  That I should prepare.  He apparently will take `me somewhere, south out of town.  I understand that it'll not be quite far, to another city.  He says we'll be celebrating something.  A Christmas party.  Sunny weather, cottony clouds, cirrus, nimbus whatever. Very good weather means happy motordriving, joyride.  

And so I said "Sure, why not."  It'll be fun.  My friend.  He is driving this vehicle.  A second-hand Volkswagen. Must be a family vehicle too.  Wow.

"I am very good at this." he said in my head.  He says he's going to fetch me up tomorrow.  That I should prepare.  We apparently will be going somewhere, to the ocean, to the sea, to the beach.  I understand that it won't be that far. He says we'll be celebrating something.  A business meeting I suppose.  Sunny weather, cottony clouds, cirrus, nimbus whatever. Very good weather means happy motordriving, joyride.  

And so I said "Sure, why not."  It'll be fun.   My friend.  He is driving this vehicle.  A second-hand blue sedan. Must be a family vehicle too.  Wow.

"I am very good at this." he said in my head.  He says he's going to fetch me up tomorrow.  That we'd be going together. That I should prepare.  He apparently will take me somewhere, west.  I understand that it'll not be quite far, to another city.  He says we'll be celebrating something.  A blessing for a new office.  Sunny weather, cottony clouds, cirrus, nimbus whatever. Very good weather means happy motordriving, joyride.  

And so I said "Sure, why not."  It'll be fun.   My friend.  We were riding the bus.  A very big bus.

Must be a family bus too.  Wow.

"I am very good at this." he said in my head.  He says we'll be going to another city.   That we'd be going together. That we should prepare. We now have tickets. We apparently would be flying in a plane going to another city north.  I understand that it'll not be quite far, around an hour flight.  We will be going to a rock concert.  We will be witnessing the first performance of our favorite New Wave band from England.  Sunny weather, cottony clouds, cirrus, nimbus whatever. Very good weather means happy, safe flight, joyride.  

And so I said "Sure, why not."  It'll be fun.  My friend.  We were riding the plane.  A big plane.

Must be a family plane too.  Wow.

"We've been through this." he said in my head.  He says we'll be going to an island, to the beach far away.  That I should prepare.  He apparently will take me island hopping, to the waterfalls, to the white sand beaches, blue seas.   I understand that he needed someone to accompany him there, like a tourist, like a tour.  He says we'll be expecting cousins, aunts, my mother coming along.  Perhaps he needed to see the place first hand. Somebody must have invited him or asked him if he's been there which he apparently has not been to yet.

And so I said "Sure, why not."  It'll be fun.   My half Filipino, half German cousin.  He also drives this vehicle when he's at home.   A Mercedes Benz, maybe a Volkswagen, am not sure.  Must be a family vehicle too.  Wow. 

"I am very good at this." he said in my head.  He says he's going to fetch me up tomorrow.  That I should prepare.  We apparently will be going somewhere, to another city, to the ocean, to the sea, to the beach.  I understand that it won't be that far. He says we'll be celebrating something.  And a business meeting too I suppose.  Sunny weather, blue skies, cotton clouds, cirrus, nimbus whatever. Very good weather means happy motordriving, joyride.  

And so I said "Sure, why not."  It'll be fun.   My friend.  He is driving this vehicle.  A pick-up truck.

Must be a family vehicle too.  Wow.

"I am very good at this." she said in my head.  She says she'll be going down my place.  That she's been cooking. That she would share it to me.  I understand that she'll be driving. She showed me her driver's license.  It means that she knows how to drive. She'll be coming over to deliver it.  I will be having dinner with a dish she's preparing.  Cool afternoon and nighttime weather, whatever. Very good weather means happy sumptuous meal, yummy.  

And so I said "Sure, why not."  It'll be fun. .   My nurse friend.  I think she has a motorcycle.  She showed me once in a picture.  She also drives this vehicle, a sedan.   A Ford, maybe a Toyota, am not sure.  Must be  a family vehicle too.  Wow. 

"I've been through this." She said in my head.  She says she's coming with me. She'd cry wildly, bawl, wail hard if I won't let her come along. So I should prepare.  She's a little child of three.   She assumed that I would need company for some burgers that we can go and buy together.  She says she'll be expecting  many people around to play with in my head.  Perhaps she needed to see the outside and play.

And so I said "Sure, why not."  It'll be fun.   My child friend.  She has a toy horse and a toy zebra, or maybe it's a cow.     Must be a family play ride too.  Or maybe not.  Not sure.  Wow. 

"I am very good at this." she said in my head.  She says she's going to the market, to the mall for some groceries.  That I should prepare.  She apparently will take me shopping.  I understand that it won't be that far.  She says I'll be expecting  nothing more than a meal and a drink.  

And so I said "Sure, why not."  It'll be fun.   My mother, my friend.  She has everything, budget for groceries and for a taxicab.  But it must be a family vehicle too. Wow.

Too many rides eh? Can I go home now?  Yeah, dude.   Where's my car?  Lol  Do I really need one anyway? 

SK8BORED

Yeah, it was a long time ago.  I see fellow kids running with this four wheeled hard plastic board that's shaped like a popsicle stick. You put one of your foot on the board , and the other foot will have to do the kicking on the ground pushing you along to go forward.  I've seen how these cool kids on skateboards moved along the court, the playground, the alleys, the pathwalks, sidewalks, everywhere.  While I would just be playing basketball, you'd see them around everytime.

Now there's plenty of reason to ride skateboards.  It was fun, cool and good for the body.  Yeah, healthy, and you get to meet new friends.  I was able to see this exclusive sport first hand and more on TV.  On ramps and half pipes, at empty swimming pools and playgrounds.  X games and all, same also goes with rollerblades and bicycles. Yeah, how come I wasn't really able to put my mind and learn this cool sport before?  I don't know.  I guess am not clearly a hipster?  I don't know. 

Yeah yeah yeah, punk rockers and thrashers unite.  Punks not dead.  Peace.   Wow, need I continue?  Rock n roll. Let's go surfing, yeah! 

CARSCARS

There's something wrong.  The roads were paved wider alright, but it felt so bare and empty.  An island on the middle would look fine. And the ride was not really smooth.  There were still some parts undone, some parts with potholes.  There's this street that has around maye eight to ten humps if I'm not mistaken.   Yeah, more or less. And I also heard this one street that had one too many streethumps that they in their own right, wrecked one on their own volition, with maybe a sledgehammer?  I'm not sure. 

There's this one instance that the taxidriver, upon passing, would not even complain about it anymore.  About how many times he had to slow down and hit the under chassis to the streethump.  That  "grrrrg"  sound.  He says "This is not my car anyway.  I'm only sort of renting this from my boss".  Yeah, who cares?  To the shortest ramp that's maybe made out of cement waste from a building construction, not sure. I don't know about you but aren't these shortramps or streethumps being put on the streets for the purpose of caution when signages won't do? A signal to slow down?

Who cares?  Lets burn rubber.  I don't know about you but I don't really have a car.  I'm quite sure I can learn how.  But there's a requirement for a license before driving.  A lie sense, yeah a lie sense.  But so what if I don't have a car?  You won't get too far that's why, idiot.  Yeah, it's kinda weird having no car when you can see that almost every household now has one.  But how did they get their cars?  Did they get it for free?  Give away cars?  Is there somewhere I can sign up to get one?  Lol. 

They drove along God knows where, I don't  really care.  But what good is a car without a decent home to park it? A garage, a nice carport that's attached to your house.  Yeah, that should do it.  You need a space for it.   You don't need to park it outside our house.  The neighbors might get confused.  They would think that its ours which clearly is not.  Perhaps you shouldn't really have to park cars on the driveways unless you're a visitor, or can you?   I don't know.  Read between the lines. Tell me about it.  Are there rules for this practice?  Once there was a car upfront who was not able to park his car safely.  There was a ramp that goes all down to the gate.  so it rolled by itself down as it crossed the street and went directly to our fence.  Poor fence, with mother's shrubs and plants.  It was a wreck. I was able to take pictures of it.  Good thing the car stopped as it hit our fence.   Wow, there was a loud bang.  Yeah, rock n roll.

The new neighbor immediately apologized for it and offered to fix the fence right away.  They also gave us Pancit Malabon, yeah. It also clearly did rose another neighbor's attention, a contractor, offered his services to do the fence renovation for free apparently.  And there right on the same day, our fence was looking good again. And it looks as though like nothing happened.  These things happen and we see the good in everyone.  Yeah, that was fast.  Big deal. Wow, rock and roll.

Why do we see more cars on driveways? They seem to block the right-of-way. You can't fold a car and carry it with you on your room, can you?  It's not like Mr. Hank who somehow can shrink buildings and cars and even people.  You know?  Ant Man?  Lol.

Yeah, I see friends who now even has two of these so called cars.  Yeah, I can also see that they too have motorbikes.  Wow, a motorbike and a car.  Surely, you'd be needing a lot of fuel for it or I don't know.  Weren't they using water to fuel their cars now?  I even heard about this electric car which you can charge on your convenience outlets.  I also heard that you can burn more calories when you drive inside the car.  Sitting all the way to point B and back to point A. Wow, rock and roll.

And they have this races.  Oh dear, how sweet.  I hear they have these exclusive races for this car afficionados.  Wow, great.  Can I join?  Haha,  Where's your car?  You're still really fucked up. Are you?   But wait, do you really need a car? Lol. More coffee?

DEATH TO THE TEAMS AND HARDCORE STATISTS

Isn't the government just an entity that somehow only happened because of two or several ever colliding groups of people? And so you will hear it somewhere again sometime.  That it's all just for entertainment.  Yeah, at some point it really is. A form of entertainment.  Just like any other game where there are teams.  Like a sport of basketball, a tennis match, a game.  A competition of sorts that sometimes gets too useless.  But somehow you'd still hear it being given too much attention on the TV, the radio, the news.

It really is close to what we call that bedwar among newly or old married couples.  The struggle to keep themselves together. Team husband and team wife.

And somehow it becomes too much that it forces you to be  who you don't want to be.  They'll somehow pull or drag you along their conflict unconsciously.  They'll somehow bring you to a point where there's no one else to turn to but them.  Funny thing is would you let it?  And if somehow you don't agree with how it's going, they'd call you a rebel.  Yeah, some sort of rebel. an opposing figurehead.  They'll treat you like you don't belong. A punk?

But there are other worlds.  Your world and mine. Do we have the same radio frequency? What channel are you in? What space are you in?  Do we dissolve? What vibe? 

Yeah, get away.  Snap out of it.  It's not something we really need. It's too worldly if you know what I mean.  It was born out of someone  or somebody else's mistake, or sins and faults piling up, sludge, scum, crap.  It's not really your problem, not your lookout. Get away.  Pray for them instead...

And do we need it for what again?  For the compost.  

And would you rather watch porn?  It's still on.  Have you ever  really wondered why? Team husband, team wife?  Who are these people?

IN TOWNS

There's a roadwork somewhere.  There always is I suppose. A building that needs to keep going while the roadwork is commencing.  It resumes and sometimes it stops. The work sometimes stops.  If you are up to it and expecting it to be done by schedule,  then maybe you're one of those that badly needs it done.  Maybe you need it for your business transport.  Maybe you needed to see it for yourself up close, keeping the motor running so they say. Or maybe you have a car, a motor vehicle, a pedicab or just a bicycle, a skateboard, rollerskates, your shoes, your sandals, your bare feet. Whatever it is that takes you from point A to point B.

And so you needed it paved well.  A walkway, a driveway, an alley, a pathwalk, a sidewalk for the street, the road, the highway, the expressway.  A flyover, rotunda, a cul de sac, a curve, a dead end. A pavement, oh yes... a pavement.  We need a well paved pavement here.  For our avenues, our boulevards, the motorways, the bridges. 

Heavy traffic and overpopulation of vehicles cause mishaps and accidents or is it the other way around?  Do wider roads and smooth roads cause more of this?  Or is it alright to have a certain amount of traffic congestion on our way to work, on our way home.  So we'd never have to keep going somewhere, somewhere, yeah somewhere out. But the schools are located there.  Out there.  Our offices, our work spaces, our gathering places. Yeah, they're out there.  They somehow is located out there. Uptown, downtown...town, town, to the town.  Are you in town?

And then there goes our farms.  Our mountain, our valleys, the hills, plateaus? The unpaved road that will take you there.  Somewhere that may take you to brooks, streams, lakes and maybe a waterfall.  To the ocean, and back again.