ENTERTAINMENT IN SPIRES

I long to write about how the entertainment industry has and always will affect how we treat each other.  It has produced the most unbelievable stories.  Some do claim validity of its honesty to portray characters on stories that we somehow do accept and follow to be true, sensible and inspiring.  I have this awful thought though as to how it has managed to brainwash us to think that the lives of the people inside the screens seem to be the only type of people that should exist.  The lives of these actors, actresses, sportsmen, musicians, & artists seem to have dominated our mindset aside from the other usual things that we have to look out for.  And it is true perhaps that it has made living in this world a little more bearable in some way or another.  The industry has kept our lives on speed.  It's not saying too much that some imaginary things and fantasies had to be personified to fulfill that dreamy feel, that awesome feeling, that heavenly feel we kept yearning for to last a lifetime.

But you and I have his or her own way of facing the world.  We live now in a world where we cared and wanted to hear more from other people's activities rather than our own.  We now live in a place where our mothers and sisters cared more about this famous actress' or artist's pregnancy.  We cared much more about how, to whom or where this TV star is hanging out with.  We cared much more of their own accomplishments and their achievements, never thinking about our own.  And if some point we were so amazed that we tend to value their judgments more than our own, we get blinded by their mistakes and misgivings like divorces, unacceptable behavior, several marriages, child neglect, broken homes, drug abuse and the like.

Now we even praise some of these people instead of ignoring the fact that it demoralizes the young fandom.  And influencing them to the point that their fall brings about the same fandom and followers' fall.  Well we could call their lives more colorful than how we lived our own lives depending on how one defines life. And I think much has been written about this topic anyway, And who am I to anyway to disturb this joy out of them.

SPAS, WELLNESS CENTERS, RECESS AND BREAK PERIODS

I never recalled a time on each of our adolescent years where we had to go to wellness centers, spas, or massage/masahe parlors.  When we were kids, we only get to sleep on our own chairs or ask permission from the teacher to be excused.  And we may eventually be sent to the canteen or the clinic for some kind of special treatment, food, beverage, or maybe some kind of medical care to make us feel better and back at our usual selves again.  This is how it is basically.  We see our school dentists, school doctors, and school nurses.  We also get to see the people in the school canteen.  They look much less threatening.  Everybody knows how delightful that feels.  It's easily a little more comforting if one has his or her own lunch or snackbox.  

And as time passes by to the teenage years, adolescence to adulthood, growing pains sets in.  And we can no longer deny the fact that we do need these services.  But it is not really right to  be dependent on it.  I am really quite surprised how health services progressed back here.  It is not healthy to see too much health-conscious people around.  It makes one feel that we're all sick in some way even though we are not.  Illnesses such as the common cold, flu and cough does happen to us, to each one of us once in a while, but I do sometimes feel the pretensions.  Like some adult who pretends to cough, or wheeze and sneeze.  Inciting some kind of disease or some kind of another virus name , and create scare tactics through media, which to some extent would then produce a new supplement, vitamin, a drug, a placebo, a medicine...in tablets, in capsules, in syrups, in fluid or in whatever form.  It's just plain sad now.  And so other than this practice, we also had people who always has this idea that he'll or she'll feel a lot more better if he or she is physically fit.  Making that terminology "Physically Fit" to embody some kind character in a superhero movie.  And that has somehow made all the fuss.  It has really made all the fuss in terms of the Physical parts of our selves.  to each in his or her own preference of beauty along with health and wellness for which we try to adore and cherish and personify.     

HEADACHES, TAXICABS, BEERS, & BEACH RESORTS

Imagine a world where you only need to accommodate a group of people, or even just a single person in a place where one can find the most scenic ocean resort.   Say a place where one can find the clearest and bluest waters and the finest sand.  Of course there'll be a lot of comments here and that.  Some are constructive criticisms and a lot I must say would depend on how the mood was sort of setup not only by the owners and the occupants, but also the friendliness of nature, atmosphere, the weather.  

There are a lot of places down here where one can unwind and get reacquaint with their own  selves along with their own families, relatives, friends, and familiar strangers.  And to know that these are in itself a way of knowing that some time, some day, and in some distant expectations perhaps, it is comforting to know that we have the oceans, shores as a friend we can go to and reflect with once in a while.

It's been a little strange though, that although we had so much blessings here when it comes to places to have leisure,   beach resorts, amusement parks, recreation centers,.. etc., still most people from here prefer to make a living outside the territories.  And I am not really sure why.  No one ever really knows.

COLLISION MISSIONS, ADD MISSIONS, ADMISSIONS, ADMITTANCE AND ADMONITIONS,

The additions to where the things and dreams that came true in your domiciles may or may not prove to be the things and dreams an occupant may need after all.  After all that fun and tiresome tasks at work with colleagues and fast friends, there'll be more tasks heavier than the other.  When that time comes, when the confusion of deciding what is real has to be considered.  If it's just a big joke or just plain nonsense, like searching for that end to which you thought at first would be refreshing could be that same pressure that happens in loops.  The vision and the phases that needs attending could very well be the same reason why one needs to just not engage. Not engage.  Because of that learning curve, the process, that had to be taught to be more accepted.   The psyche for which these might or can prove wrong depends on the occupants.  

I have observed how families have grown to be.  At least at some point in their lives I must say.  It boils down to how it's done and served.  Will it be out of anger? Will it be out of lust? Will it be out of convenience? Will it be out of the need to strengthen a business?  Will it be out of spiritual growth?  Will it be out of the season that changes time and time again?  Will it just be out of a teenage angst that produced an unwanted pregnancy, a child that came their way?  Will it be out of the friendship that's law and behold, the only real thing that mattered?  Or will it just be another problem, a rentable space, a temporary shelter, a hidden second family, third, fourth or fifth extensives?

There are so many ways to perceive cultures.  

PERFUMERY SUDDENLY

And suddenly I wanted to be the perfume guy.  The one that sells perfumes, scents and something to smell hmmm sweet , and nosecandy.  No, not that kind.  No, no, it's not what you think.  Something that smells hmmm scary, the scent that scares the shit out of your noses.  You won't know which smell I am referring to.  I won't let you know.  The online community needs to sell something to smell from their screens, something promotional, something free that sometimes come out off little papercuts whiffed around and round and to everyone.  Take a whiff off this.  Hey you, take a whiff out of this nonsense smell, scentless, and scentful, sinful or senseless.  Something that comes in bottles, and sprayed all over somebody's glands, pores and asses.  Gas, farts and the louder kinds.  Those that sometimes were given involuntarily or in haste and could last over five seconds.  Hey again "Who farted?"

TAILOR MADE SEWN STITCH KNIT

Tasks are something we do everyday, and if one does it all the time, it becomes a habit until it becomes a routine.  Everybody knows that. It takes a lot of time to master something one gets to be good at.  And an authority perhaps has to be the one who decides one's capabilities on doing tasks, activities, ... job. One needs to be taught and taught and experience and practice, then eventually can stand on its own to face the tasks that needs to be done.  

A few days ago I was doing laundry and tried stitching my ripped trousers.  These days they somehow always rip, split apart, hahahaha.  Something wrong with it perhaps, or it may just be me.  I am now a practicing tailor or a sewer if that's a word... hehe stitcher?  We don't have a sewing machine that's why I had to do it by hand.  I'm sure it's easy by now.  Needles and threads and loops, and a thimble if need be.  And into the eye of the needles.  I used different sizes of needles I got from mother's round metal )cookie) box.   Well, I did stitch my shoes months before because it was falling apart.  It was my favorite pair of chuck taylors., ... tailoring the chuck taylors... wow! How about that? Don't get too excited, I got another pair of shoes.  But I just like the chucks when am just at home because it feels comfortable.  I may have to buy another pair like these but I'm not sure if I could afford anymore.  I'm still optimistic though.  

THE CONFUSION OF LETTERS, SYMBOLS, LANGUAGE, & SPEECH AND ORAL COMMUNICATIONS

I don't understand my world's demeanor.  Am I writing the languages mistaken as correct?  I have always been of the understanding of this formality, taught to be what should be in school.  Now I am starting to feel and think now what my life could have been like if I never have gone to school.  It is really unfair to be treated like shit everyday.  I feel like shit at the moment.  And the world is not helping at all.  

OBSERVANCE OF BEING OBSERVANT

Don't you feel the need to observe, the urge to just observe. You have been doing it anyway. Almost every minute , or once in a while. Upon arrival, upon resting, upon sitting or just standing somewhere. While driving off, travelling, walking, running. Do I need to write. Should we just be staying put. Make my thoughts dance and go crazy not being able to find an outlet for it. For an expression to set loose. A mind chained on a leash freed from this. Free your thoughts from the world.  How should we free our thoughts from the worldly. The worldly behavior. The constant lurkers, the perfectionists, the troublemakers, teachers, learners & the dumbfounded. Gobbledygooks, crooks, cooks, the raw. The amplified, soldered and well-connected. The string of thoughts we somehow fought for approval. And the bearable, unnecessary & tolerable nonsense form to keep the balance.  Balance, that awful task for the balance. The balance of the two, the drawing of the three, the gang of the four, the team of the five, the group of the six, the band of the seven, the congregation of the eight, the organization of the nine, the gathering of the ten, the elevation of the eleven, the rising of the twelve, the cruising of the thirteen, the dawning of the fourteen, the spinning of the fifteen, the magnifying of the sixteen, the flying of the seventeen, the calling of the eighteen, the spelling of the nineteen, the jumping of the twenty, the opening of the twenty one, the catching of the twenty two, the cooling of the twenty three, the heating of the twenty four, the pressing of the twenty five, the printing of the twenty six, the crowning of the twenty seven, the debate over the twenty eight, the line for the twenty nine, the thirst for the thirty, the wants for the thirty one, the blues for the thirty two, the spree for the thirty three, the core for the twenty four, the fight for the thirty five, blah blah to the hundred. 

We have to be more observant. Have we been observant all along anyway. Do some of the pleas for help or alms these days become disgusting. The disgust that some may find pleasing to the point of laughter. That laughter that is believed to be medicinal in some ways which may be offensive for some. The weather that keeps us on our feet, the sun, the moon, the planets, and the stars, this universe, the universal language of this moment unguarded.

CANDIDATES, POSITIONS AND THE PRECEDENTS FOR THE PRESIDENCY

I know it's dirty. I can feel just how it is from my own perspective. The polity, the policies, the politics and the politicians. I keep wondering why would someone want to be a President. Does it have something to do with obligations, or does it have to do with the need to stay in power? Do they really need to do so, do they really want to be president? Does it have something to do with their tight associations, fraternities, or secret organizations? Does it have something to do with the family, early friends, classmates, officemates, and the need to be praised? Does it have something to do with guilt, legacy, peer pressure or equivalent? Does it have something to do with plans, promises, and vision that needs to be satisfied or realized? Does it have something to do with economics, the weather? Does it have something to do with redemption, justice, and progress? I want to believe. I really want to believe in their system. But isn't it all just a charade? Is it just so they could stay in the limelight? Is it just for show? Is it just for make-believe?

BLOWERS, SEIZURES, AGONY

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