WORRIES

Worries.  Worry.  Don't worry.  It's like having to turn on the computer and learn more about it because everyone else is doing the same.  It's like having to have boyfriends or girlfriends because everyone else is doing the same. That look of envy or disappointment you see on someone else's face. The face they make when you know they came into grips about how things will turn out later on.  A precognition of something that will happen, assuming that it will, eventually. It's like something you had to do or maybe ought to do for your chosen career or whatever.

It's like your friend, a brother or a sister sporting his or her worrisome look on his or her face.  That distrustful look, that look of defiance, distrustful.  And never having to explain a thing about.  And somehow you would leave it that way hanging out unresolved.

It's like you'd rather need to stay away and leave it as it is because anything you can do may or can be used against you.  It's like having watched too many movies, of these films or read too much about this and that.  The negative and  positive traumatic experiences you wished you haven't gone through.

It's like the music, bands you now wished you never have heard about.  It's like those things people should never have talked about on TV, at home, on the telephone, at school, at the office, and at the trip to and fro.  It's like those skills you now wished you never have learned about so someone else wouldn't have to keep bugging or begging you to do tasks for them instead.  It's like the frustration you keep hidden somewhere because somebody else don't have the nerve or the heart to face or confront them themselves.

It's like the lies you keep hearing about and how it keeps you dumb, stupid and insane.  It's like the bird that calls you from a tree every morning since it may have learned that you are planning to build a birdhouse for.  It's like a confession about something you wished you didn't hear from a friend. It's like the drink you never drank, and the bottle you wished you never thrown. It's like a blindspot for a translation.  Worries, worry, don't worry. You can leave me alone.  I wished I never heard that.

It's like that film you wished you haven't watched, pictures you wished you haven't seen, and songs you wished you never heard. books you wished you never read, and people you now wished you never wasted your time about.

It's like the money you now wished you never spent.  And the worry that was useless and should never have happened.